My Speech Habits

My weird speech habits all started with one of my closest three friends. I met her during the summer before freshman year, [back in 2009], when my school just so happened to be holding summer school for our freshman class so that we could get half a credit in gym done before the school year started. I remember when I first met her. She was okay, and she could make funny jokes. But after gym, in our first summer school class, [not sure if it actually happened like this, and my memory often plays tricks on me. So this might not have happened exactly like this, but almost] I remember I said something hilarious, my best friend since pre-k laughed; I heard someone else laughing, and turned to see her laughing her brains out her eardrums. I smiled and told her, "I bet you're going to be my new best friend." She doubted it a little bit at first, but then we started talking more, and now you would think we've been best friends since forever.

We've created our own language made from the four letters "h", "d", "a", and sometimes "t". I won't tell how exactly we say it, until we get it copy righted, or patented or something. But just know that between the two of us, it is amazing! My pre-k bestie thinks we sound retarded whenever one of us says it, but we ignore how stupid we may sound and say it regardless. :P ♥ Anyways, we also have weird phrases. We say "That's my shizz/stuff", "You should fix on that", "I don't give a bitch", and stuff like that. These phrases, [except for the shizz one], usually come from when one of us mixes up our words. For example, "You should fix on that" is a morphed version of "You should work on that" and "You should fix that." Another example would be the "I don't give a bitch", derived from "bitch" and "I don't give a shit." We also base fate off of high fives. If we make the high five, we praise it with a "It was meant to be." If not, we retry it with a bunch of comments like, "Ugh!" "Redo that nasty" "Umn [and here is where you insert our infamous "them lips"] XD

We can be pretty different at times, well all of the time. But it's awesome to be so connected with a friend like that. It's fun. You should try it sometime.

Here we go..

Well I think it's time to let some Duckiie out of the closet. That's right. You read correct. I am... Different. There I said it! D: Don't hate me! *soft sobs* Yes, that's right! I am attracted to office supplies! *sobs more* I am obsessed with office supplies. [I don't even remember what I was supposed to write this post about anymore. It suddenly changed from my weird way of speaking to my obsession with office supplies.. Well I'll get to the speaking in another post, and also what I decided to make a blog post about before I even opened up the browser earlier today.] Moving on, I do love office supplies. If I have an office when I am older, which I do plan on having/getting, I am going to pimp it out with post-it notes, sharpies, cute little bulletin boards and their pins, adorable small dry erase boards, magnets so pretty they're worth dying for, notebooks and binders that i would kill for, and all of those office supplies that normal people who aren't crazy or anything like that would want.

 

Right now, my main obsessions are in sharpies, pens, and mechanical pencils. [If I had somewhere to put magnets and little do-dads besides my locker, they'd be on that list too.. Most definitely.] I'd like to say that I favor the clicky pens most, but I have an equal amount of capped pens and twisty pens, so that might be perceived as a lie. But I do favor mechanical pencils most. That is for certain. I actually hate wooden pencils; mostly because they are dull, but I also like to add on that they gave my writing-on finger this weird little bump that I can't get rid of now because I've had it since I first started writing.


And Sharpies. *chokes* Sorry, I need a moment. *tears* These are the best damn things that have ever been invented since canned bread! o3o They are absolutely amazing, especially the fine tipped ones. They just make my effing day.. :'D If a Sharpie ever turned into a sixteen year-old boy, I think I just might have to tie him up and throw him in my closet... It's understandable.. right?

Yo. :3

So if you haven't noticed much, I have been trying to give my posts as much purpose, [or at least a topic], that I can. It's kind of hard for me since I don't put out too many posts, but it's practically whatever. I don't really care much, as long as I post. I'd like to post everyday, but I think that's a little too much, and I also don't think I can think of that many things to "blog" about. Anyways, for today's post, I'd like to talk about school shizz! :o

I go to an Academic school, which in my case means that I cannot get more than 2 F's on my semester grades, [added together], and not get kicked out of the school with no means of returning, no matter how much I want to. I'll not say anything on my situation, but just know that I am pissed off out of my mind at a certain teacher. No names, no hints, but those who know me, (probably) know who I'm talking about. I rant about that teacher all the time, and call that teacher a different name on purpose. :D [I'm secretly hoping that the mispronouncing will catch on, and soon that will be what everybody in the school calls that teacher, if that teacher stays around any longer that is. >:3 ] Moving on, I just found out that I was passing that class today, and would have done some backflips, that is if I wasn't so scared that I would break my neck by doing one. [I usually jump backwards head first, and wimp out at the last second, turning my body so that I fall onto my hands and knees somehow. I'm a wimp. I know this.]

I think I lost track of what I was attempting to do here.. So, I'll be back later then. Bye. ^^ ♥

Trying to be.. Something.

Ever since I was a little girl, I've always wondered what I should be when I grow up. First it was vet, then horse [don't ask], then vet again. And now, I'm having trouble deciding if I should be a vet, a novelist, or a poet.

Vet = many years in medical school, and too much work, but also a chance to be around animals, and help them get better so their families can once again be happy.

Novelist = i can do whatever I want, just writing novels and such all day and all night. But I've never finished even one novel. I have only finished one story, and it was a short story for my social studies class in 8th grade. I feel most passionate about this profession, but I don't know if I have what it takes.

Poet = I could write poems all day and night, and publish them in books and whatnot. But I'd still want to write novels, and end up not finishing them. Plus I bet I'd get tired of writing poems after a while.

So some comments about what I should do would be nice, but I probably won't listen to them. If I could finish one novel, that would be the starting point to start and finish many other novels, become a famous novelist, and then I'll outdo Stephanie Meyers and her dumb ass Twilight books that don't even deserve publicity. *coughs* I mean, and reach all of the children around the world, and show that dreams really do come true.. >.> Yups.. Bye!

3rd Music Pref.//New Layout

3) KPop. It doesn't really matter what band it is, as long as the song doesn't piss me off. But my alltime favorite KPop band has to be: *drumroll* f(x)! [that's the name.]

Anyways, f(x) is effin' beast, and amazing. In fact, sometimes I wonder why they aren't number one of my preferences. But then I realize it's because I can't sing along with them unless I have the Romanization lyrics in front of me, and even then it's still a mess. I can't sing along with their fast korean words! D: It's too hard for me. *cries* Ahem. Moving along, they're awesome. ^^ ♥'em to death. Favorite songs of theirs are: "La Cha Ta", "Nu ABO", and a tie between "Chu~" and "Chocolate Love". Here's a picture of their awesomeness.

Second favorite KPop band is Wonder Girls. They are just a couple of percentages of beastness away from f(x). They are really close to surpassing them, but I think f(x) surpasses them because of my weird tastes and such and such. Anyways, I like "Tell Me", "Irony", and "So Hot" by them. :] "Nobody" introduced them to me, and i've been hooked ever since. ^^ I like their music videos because of the comedy, and they have radical dance moves that no matter how hard I try to do, are way too hard for me. XD

I think this is it for Music Preferences.. If it's anything else, I'll accept it as good music if it makes my butt pop. ;D

Second Music Preference Thing

2) Ke$ha. There's nothing wrong with this dirt-loving, freckle-face-emphasizing, jack-daniels-obsessing, autotuning girl. She's pretty okay-ish, and her music keeps me dancing, no matter how bad i dance. I like how all of her songs have that weird autotuney-bass-bumping theme that i like so much. It's pretty awesome for me, who needs something to help me dance a lot. ^^ So far my absolute favorites are "Grow a Pear", "Disgusting", and "Sleazy". They all make me dance great, and bring about some of my best dance moves, which isn't saying much. Anyways, I like how dirty she looks, cause I feel as if she really doesn't give a rat's ass about if she looks addicted to crack, or anything of the sort. She's pretty beast at times, and her music can make me jump. Therefore, she's awesome. Suck my @$$.

[By the way, I would've used a dirtier awesomer picture of her, but I love those gloves she just so happens to be sporting. *grabbeh hands*]

Oops.. O////O

Forgot to put up a Music Facts/Interests Post. Well, at least I'm posting one now. ^^'' *sweat* Okay, one musician preference.

1) I'm all for the Gaga. Don't really care about what others say to this, but I like her style, and she's pretty damn awesome, and what's more? Her music is beast, and one of her songs ["So Happy I Could Die"] helped my to get through some sad times in life. ^^ She is an inspiration to many people, including me. Of course, I have no idea what I am inspired to do, but she makes me want to do something, anything! Moving on, I love bows, and I think she has something to do with the bow-obsession that I have now, hence the picture of her with a bow. I love Gaga, and I totally am a Little Monster.♥

Facebook Statuses

Have you ever wanted to have to perfect facebook status? Have you ever had the perfect facebook status? Have you ever put the perfect facebook status up on your facebook page in hopes that you would score some comments, or at least some likes? Well I have. And I hate it.

How dare you random people who I have befriended on facebook only? How dare you not like/comment on my ultimately perfect status that I worked on so hard and for so long for you to enjoy, laugh about, and etc.? You've got some nerve. The next time my status is awesome, you better like/comment on it, for it is amazingly beast, and it needs to be recognized. :P

*Laughs out loud* Haha, just kidding with you. o3o Anyways, I do actually hate it when I have a great status overflowing with wit, charm, comedy, and etc. and then nobody on my friends list likes it or comments on it. It sucks, and it somewhat brings down my self esteem. It makes me think "Maybe my thoughts aren't important. D: " But then I remember that I don't need people to like my statuses for me to feel good. I've always got my dog to cheer me up, no matter how much she doesn't like me hugging her. ^^

So all of you people out there saddened by ignored statuses, go out and hug your pet to cheer you up. If you don't have a pet, your pet is a rock, or you pet is just plain unhuggable, don't be afraid to hug a relative or a close friend. ^^

Hell Girl. ♥

Hello everybody! :D It's my spring break, which means I have no reason to not put up a crazy amount of posts. ^^ Anyways, I am now addicted to this anime Hell Girl. I was already a fan of it whenever it came on IFC late at night, but now since I've found it on the internet, I've gone Hell Girl crazy. :3 Anyways I'll show you guys my favorite characters, which is only two.

First one up: Ren Ichimoku.

Role: one of Ai's friends

Job: finds out information by going undercover and following the ones with the revenge doll.

Reason I like him: He's super hot, and his sarcastic ways.

Second one up: Ai Enma

Role: the Hell Girl

Job: helps others exact revenge on their tormentors by ferrying them to hell

Reason I like her: she's super cool, and her hairstyle is amazing, her eyes are beast, & her kimono.

Well now you know that I'm obsessed, and who I'm obsessed with. But anyways, I am also working on my drawing skills, more specifically full-body, eyes, and hair. Wish me luck, and I hope I'll be able to show you all my progress and such and such.. :] Much love, tootles.

Just an update... Kinda o.o

Just so you all know, [whoever "you all" may be aka one person who might not even read this soon >w<], I am swamped with homework and weird thoughts that distract me keep me from posting regularly on here. It took me about two whole weeks just to finish the "Love o3o" post, and I just barely threw together those last two paragraphs right before I started working on this one. And I started working on this one March 1st, just to keep a record of how long it takes for me to post this one. Hope it's today. *crosses fingers* >o<

Anyways, I always have homework I could be doing, but know that I am ditching taking a break from my homework every time that you see a new post, or even a couple of post. ;o I do believe I am running out of things to say, and I forgot what I was originally going to say in this post, so I will say this:

Music Facts/Interests and such and such will/should be in the next post. ^^

Love? o3o

What be love you ask me? o3o I has no idea. Maybe you should go ask a psychologist or someone important like that.. I'm too young to know what it is apparently. *rolls eyes* How about I might know what love is, and that no matter how old or young you are, you could have some type of love.. Let's not be age-ist here. 

Moving on, love is a strange thing, as we all know. There are numerous times when a person feels this "love" thing, but when is it actually love, and not just a strong attraction. Or is love just a strong attraction with a shorter name. Don't know. Ask the Wise All-Knowing Nobody, because that Wise All-Knowing Nobody does not exist, not even in fairy tales. [That would be far to unbelievable; more so than singing unicorns and plants or dancing gnomes and ogres].

All I do know is that at this very moment, I believe I am in love, won't tell you who [as if you would know who he is]. Anywho, do know that I am just as confused as you all are about this "love" thing, and that I have no idea what I was talking about above. But I do believe that if love actually does exist, it should come out of the closet and tell everybody what it means. ^^ <3