Might As Well Give Up

 

Whhhaaaaa? Guess who's back? :3

 

.....

Who are we even kidding anymore?

I don't want to do this.

You don't want to read this.

 

Maybe we should just stop.

 

Yeah.. Or at least take an announced hiatus instead of the unannounced ones I've been hitting you two with since the beginning of this blog.

Sorry for my constant suckiness.

 

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As one last thing about my life, my grandpoppy died Monday night.

Totally caught me off guard.

And I felt terrible because I didn't go to visit him in the hospital or the nursing home much.

But I hate being around sickly relatives. So I usually don't go to visit them, no matter how much I love them.

Sorry grandpa. I love you and I miss you.

 

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On a happier note, I hate life a little bit less.

And that's only because I'm currently not sick and Steinburg's season is coming up soon.

 

All I want from life right now is freezing my fingers off while I share a small amount of fries with two people while waiting for the zamboni to get off the ice.

Either that or actually skating to some rad music.

 

Dance With Me

So howdy doo folks :3

As you all know, I still don't have a job and I don't do anything with my life during the day.. I bet you're wondering why I haven't been blogging if I'm so not busy.

Well I'll tell you why.

Because I always forget about this thing or I don't feel like blogging. Right now, I even don't want to, but I am.. Because I don't want you guys to get mad at me or whatever.

Whatever gets you through life.

So I'll just post some nonsense shiizzz...

Haircut?!

That's right, I got one.

Stare at it.

Dancing at night?!

Hells yeah bruh.

I do it between 2300 hours and 500 hours of the next day.

#militarytimetalkswaqq

Anybody wanna see it? Then we must host a dancing sleepover!

Not at my house though, my dancefloor (aka the third floor) has really squeaky floorboards.. So pick a hotel or motel or a day when my parents aren't going to be in the house.. Some shit like that..

Oh, and F wants a video of me dancing? ....... >3>;;

Fucks on that.

Anyways, toodle loo.

I'm done trying with this thing :I



In other news...

F(X) RELEASED MV FOR ELECTRIC SHOCK LESS THAN AN HOUR AGO!

I AM FLIPPING THA FAQ OUT!

Jeebussss... ♥

Amber and those other chick-things ; A;

But mostly Amber...

And now?

A short gif spazz.



My conclusion?

Busy weekend?

haha, not in the slightest :I

But, I did take the ACT, see Prometheus with my mommy and her friends, and freak the freak out about f(x)'s comeback, their music video, and the drama Pasta.

ACT

I failed. No doubt about it.

Moving on.

Prometheus

Good movie. Nice effects.

Had three favorite characters, five that I liked total.

All of them died. :I FML.

Pasta

Great Drama.

Love the main male actor. <3

Lee Sun Gyun.. Why you so funny to me? ;-;

And the romance may be cheesy, but I love it to pieces.

WHY THEY SO CUTE TOGETHER?! >U ♥

f(x)

Need I say more?

...

OF COURSE I DO!

Tjlasdhfklh ktekjafl;ja <333 ljfklhsltyehl OMG

the teaser was sex on a stick!

I frigging diedddd! <33 AMBER IS A SEX GODDESS!

That hair.. that face... ;~;

If I was gay... o3o;

Man, this girl crush is getting a little out of control..

But that's probably because I've been waiting for them to do something since they came out with Hot Summer! >I

I need more f(x) in my life that one measly music video a year. Dafuq you think this is?

I want at least one more music video this year.

And a shitload of interviews to help compensate.

Beetches.

Now, here's some gifs that show my appretiation for their teaser that came out:

HerpDerpLove

Swagg me out and throw me a biscuit.

How ya'll doing tonight? ... Oh that's nice, keep it up~

Oh, me? I'm doing terrible. -___-

Still without a job over here. Target is mean, and my dad hasn't asked the museum peoples yet. Hope he asks tomorrow.. The sooner, the better.

Also, haven't made a dent in my "songs to get" list

I got like 10 of the 150+ songs. progress.... >.>;;

Moving on to things that aren't sad, here's a small shitload of pictures for you guys:

B.A.P shirt came in the mail //flail

I rocked this shit for one and a half days *^* 

Not the shorts though >3>;;

 My senior year poetry notebook :I

Started this early cause I got a writing workshop to do this summer.

That means I'm busy on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 10 to 12.

Sorry chickies.

DYLREN FOREVER!

D.N.T out~

Summer Me

When it's time for summer, I adjust my wardrobe a bit.

But I don't throw any thing away or something like that.

It's more like I make different combinations that usual.

For instance:

Wannabe Gangsta Summer Possible Outfit

That's about all I have.. It's been a couple of days dang.

And I wasn't in the house for 3 of those 5.

You can't expect me to have every outfit..

Oh yeh, there's also Sexy Summer Outfits.. not taking pics of those though >.>

Frigging pervs.

El Gaspo

Also, that last post of mine was my fiftieth post! 8D

(50th for those of you who can't read numbers as words <3)

As a mini-celebration for this grand, glorious, spectacular occasion, I shall post this picture of me and my favoritest being on the whole wide plannet.

(Nobody get offended please -__-)

Happy Fifty(-one) posts to both me and Mitzi~ <33



Told you guys!

So you guys don't think I have the $25 for Asialand still?

Wrong.

The $25 is still there, along with a $1 bill, 2 $10 bills, 2 $2 bills, 4 nickels, 14 dimes and 1 quarter.

#Dealwithit



At it again~

Hey hey hey folks! :D Bet you guys thought I gave up on this blog again~ You thought wrong! :P I just actually forgot about it and didn't feel like blogging for a good three weeks <33

But, here I am, and it's only because SBT took some pics and I thought that I should actually put them on my blog like she said I should! C: See, I'm trying over here... just slightly..

So without further delay, the pics.



Hoh chyeah, awkward jigg time~ :3

Actually getting some work done o:

For the first time in a week~ <33

The fantasmic SBT's shadow dance-pose~

Orgastic!

That's all the time I have for you guys, today at least! :D It's time for me to go do some homework and draw some peoples back on Draw Something~

And a shoutout to my very best friend from Belgium who may or may not see this depending on if I send you my blog url or not! I love you lots and lots Laura-boo~ ♥♥♥♥

I also love SBT and Jess.. I guess ..

JK, love you lots and lots too :3 <3333

Toodle-loo everybody~

Catching up

Things that happened/are happening/will happen:

• Getting a B.A.P hoodie or shirt
• Getting back on track in learning Korean.. possibly
• Working on all of my story-novels
• Taking the AP US History exam (kill me)
• Studying for the APUS exam (kill me now!)
• Finding all of the best pens in the world and keeping them for myself
• Getting better/more clothes (cute shirts, skirts, shorts, the works)
• Getting my ass off the couch
• Getting a frigging job
• Making money
• Taking my ass to Asialand with SBT and Loco
• Getting drunk and laid in Asialand with all the hot sexy Asian males with their amazing hair and abs... and I guess SBT and Loco will be around during this too.. xD Just kidding, we roll as a group~
• Finally going to my first animecon~ <33 GO PPGZ!

Bubbles Champagne >o<~♥

Also, first time I wore a skirt in about a year

Bask in the casual-for-you-special-for-me-ness! >D

But don't look at the face, it's ugly... >.>;;

 
 

B.A.P Comeback

On a much much much happier note, my favorite male kpop group had a comeback~ It's their second released single, and second music video. DOH SHITS! They was hot! They was beasting! And they stole my heart! <3 Moon Jongup, how I survived without knowing who you were all these years, I'll never know!

So the only thing I learned from the song was "We got the power! I got the power!" which are the first two lines of the chorus..

Failure on my part, if I do say so myself.

However, that is not the point. The dancing was quite amazing! All of those kicks and spins on the ground = sex. I don't care who you are and if you care about them or not. I love 'em, and I want Jongup in my pants. Or Zelo, he's second choice... Maybe Bang Yong Guk, but he's only being considered because of his raspy-oddly-sexy voice~

Also, a little bit of teaser pic.

(It's of two of my three favorites: Zelo and Jongup <33)

Nyeh, sao hot!  ; w;

So Eff That..

Eff Facebook. I'm tired of seeing all of those "Like for Jesus, Ignore for Devil" ;; "Like for Heaven, Ignore for Hell" types of shits. Of course I'm going to ignore that shit. It's obnoxious and for pete's sake, nobody gives a fuck whether or not you like it or pretend it's not there.

If Jesus gave a damn whether or not I liked a picture asking if I loved Jesus or not, I'd have been admitted into Hell already. The fact that you dumb asses even put this crap on facebook shows how stupid you are to believe that Jesus cares about that. If anything, he cares that you believe in your heart, not on your facebook page.

All this coming from a girl who's not even sure what her damn religious beliefs are. //rant

>U Frigging dipshits.

Dafuqqq

I just noticed how sad I am today.. :/

Both of my best friends are off at prom enjoying themselves, and then they're going to an animecon right afterwards.. I don't really care about the prom part, just the enjoying themselves.. I feel left out, and it's completely my fault :U

I didn't want to ask my mom again after the first time.

I was broke. (still am)

I was afraid my mom would tell me no. (still sure she would have)

Oh well, it's my fault, and I'll deal with it :)

For now, I'm an OC-making Goddess~

#swagggg

And I can't stop making them.. D;

Anyways, I made a character hub, and it's my mission for tonight to fill it up with my OCs~ <33 finish all of my annotations for black lit! :D

Wish me luck you guys, and I sincerely hope you guys enjoy yourselves! <3 And if you don't take pictures at prom I'm punching you both in the tit because I wanna see your hairdos and dresses! D<



Research Papers

Why can't I concentrate on you? ; A;

Why must you be soo boring that I'm still on the first word of my paper even though I made this word document over a week ago.

FUUUUUUUUUU---

(me dying from staring at a blank page)



WARRIOR

HUUU!!

Digidigideom Digidigideom~

Yeah that's right, I'm a FAPPER BAPPER! B.A.P forever~

You dang right they Best.Absolute.Perfect! <33 Lovelovelove~

Go Sexy Moon Jong Up ♥

 Go Amber-looking Bang Yong Guk~

Go Adorable Zelo!

They was sooo hot in the Warrior music video. I almost died watching that. Watched it 3 times the night I first heard about it, watched it 5 times since then, and then watched it four more times last night. I'm addicted yo.

And it's not even their song.

(Well kinda)

It's mostly the HUUU!s and the masculinity and the deep voices and the amazing arms.. Ahhh, yeah, it's good stuff

They were all:

Twas sexy awesome beyond compare.

But yeah.. 
 That's all for now.
Sayanara beyotch....es

 
 KACHAK!

 POW!

Who's Boring Nao Bishes?!

Ciao.

Suck my nuts yo. I'm straight balling today.

See how chill I am?

Bam, can't beat that.

(Dude, I'm super orange in this picture o: )

Don't you wanna smooch those lips bruh?

Making wishes..

Like A Boss.

Swinging like a G.

Just so you know, this post was supposed to boost my confidence.

Mission unaccomplished

...so

So I'm tired of writing about myself and my life.. I sound super selfish on here. I'm gonna try to make this blog less me-ish and more.. topic.. -ish... >.> Let's see how that works out for me.

Today's Topic: Buy me lunch.

Or bring me a salad for lunch tomorrow.

kthanxbye:)

Lame Dances

So yours truly went to the Junior dance last night and let me just say:

It. Sucked. Le. Ass.

It was alright the first few minutes when everybody was still showing up because it looked like more and more people would come as the night went on. No. Not at all. Especially after Locomotif ditched me and le amazon chick. Thanks for that. You shouldn't leave early anymore. After you left amazon just wanted to sit and drink shirley temples, and I wanted to dance.

I really wanted to dance with either KM, AA, or KW.. which would have been weird since I don't talk to any one of them and they might have taken it the wrong way, like I wanted them... relationship-wise and/or sexually.. Awkward o3o

Moving on, some pics for you.

My favorite pic of the night~

Awww, they look like they're on crack :)

Second favorite pic!

My boobs look great here.

And my hair looks a mess here.. >.>''

And after some time, there was this series of lapdances and amazon tried to make me go up there to get a lapdance. Hell No. It's not that I was scared to go up there, (although I slightly was), I was more scared of going up there and nobody giving me a lapdance because everybody hates me. So yeah. That's what I think on a regular basis.

Oh yeah, I also smacked Adam's butt.. Sorta.

I missed pretty bad, and smacked the back of his thigh.

At least my lower wrist got his right buttcheek ^^;;

Sometime during writing this my father pissed me the hell off. I swear to god, one of these days I'm going to stab his fucking eyes out. I promised myself that from now on I'm only allowing myself to cry once more because of something involving him. And that's going to be at his funeral. Every other time, I say FUCK HIM UP THE ASS.

Fuck the world.

That is all.