Ice Balling

Hey all :] It's about that time. And those who know what I mean, this is what we bout to look like on the ice:



Get ready for the most awesome ice-skating season ever. Cause I'm trying to get a season pass, and I just noticed that Steinburgs opens up the day we get off for Thanksgiving. Now we don't have to skip school. ^^ Which is good, cause I'm pretty sure "Toby" would be calling my momma later that night. -_-

But yeah, I'm excited to dance on ice. Like, bouncing-in-my-seat-as-I-type-this excited. It's gonna be on and popping on that ice.

Go Cards o3o

For someone who usually watches their mother act a fool watching a baseball game, I find myself doing the exact same thing when I'm watching a baseball game by myself.

For example, tonight, the St. Louis Cardinals and some Texas team called the Rangers, [boo], are playing the 5th game for the world championship thingy. I just found myself doing a series of intense pelvic thrusts at the T.V. screen when a Cardinal caught a hit of some Texan guy, keeping them from getting another run. I didn't know I could get that competitive over a sport that I usually tell my mom to stop watching in a room with me in it.

Maybe I'm just a hypocrite.

Memory Lane Up In The Headlights

Mood of the day:

So from last time, I super overexaggerated with F. And now, I feel super stupid.. -_- Yeah, we chatted it up a lot this week, and I shouldn't expect/hope to chat it up everyday. Either one of us could be busy, [usually not me since I don't have much of a life], and I shouldn't take anything seriously. Whatever that means..

Moving on, I'm thinking about taking up a job this upcoming winter break. I need the money, and one of my sources of income has vanished, so I need to make that up.. The only thing I'm worried about is finding the job, and the fact that it may take up possible ice skating time at the local ice skating rink, the best one on the planet, might I add. Or it's the best one at least to me.. >.>

But since I mentioned ice skating, let me elaborate .. in my next post.. cause that's getting pretty dang long. ^^ toodles for now :]

Cho.

I do believe that I offically gave up shuffling today. Especially in heels. Last day for this.. forever. -_- Don't ever let me attempt ever again.

On a more negative note, I think I'm losing touch with F already.. o3o Pretty sad.. We didn't get to talk over the weekend, and we barely talked yesterday.. It's sad that it's only been maybe two weeks, and I'm already failing at our "possibilities" [as if there were any anyways]... I'm hoping for a better result today, but the world doesn't promise things to anybody, and I guess I'll just have to wait and see. o.o

Anywho, might have bombed that Anatomy test today.. If anything that's not an F, I'm guessing low low C. Yeup, I'll worry about that wednesday night and thursday morning before class.

Oh, I don't think I've stated this on this "blog" before, but I will now: I play piano. Of course I'm being forced to by my parental units and my piano teacher, but hey.. I can plunk out some damn notes and it sounds good if I practice. If and when I practice that is.. [Not often] I actually try to avoid it, but there are some cases when my mom's super-annoying yelling gets fricking annoying and I can't take it anymore and I stomp down the stairs, plop my ass on that piano bench, and finger that keyboard until my nose bleeds. o3o [aka, for "30" minutes] Anyways, I got some new songs assigned to me at my last lesson, and one sounds pretty cool. I'd probably be playing it right now if I wanted to, and it wasn't assigned for me to practice/play cause I hate practicing. ... I'm done talking about piano, I hate thinking about that damn piano downstairs and how it's so comfortable to lay my head on when I'm supposed to be practicing late at night... Yeah, I get sleepy..

I think I'm done with this blog for the day. -_- I just got mad at it out of nowhere. And besides, I gotta go clean my room. Bye.



Doh Snap~

Hey everybody. ^^ Not much has been going on.. Still super happy.. Still pissed about homework and classes... The only thing I can think of is me practicing dancing in heels today. o3o it's hard work, and not really worth it unless you have a dance that you're going to where everybody's gonna know how to dance... Which is exactly what's happening to me on saturday.. o.e Gonna be fun looking like an idiot who can't dance in heels, let alone barefoot. D: I'm gonna fail epically.

Soa Happy ^^

So lately I've been super happy. o3o If you wanna know, you probably already know [check the fb message >.>] so don't ask questions here unless you're there.. That doesn't make sense.

If you don't understand what I mean by super happy, here are my constant expressions:
 <<<< mostly this one
 
  


and so on and so on. ^^''' It's kinda embarrasing. XD


Moving on! :D I ate grapes this morning. ^^ It was in a small white bowl. I wanna say I ate like 17-24, but I'm not sure.. They were the green grapes in case anybody cares.

And now, it's school-talking-time. -_- I hate the American History Notebook. It is not cool, at all. I hate this weekend because I'm so behind on it. Which reminds me, I'm gonna have to stay off the internet for some hours for this to work out well.. A lot of hours. D:

Back to happy though, today mommy's taking me to le mall to get me a homecoming dress, and try on some strapless bras. o3o All I need to do, is clean the diaster area that is my room. :/ Wish me luck. And be sure to encourage me for my super happiness. ^^ It'll make me feel better about the situation. :]

Toodle loo my pets. <3 yah.

What's New?

Hey everybody. :] It's me again. You know, I don't think I've introduced myself with an actual name. o3o And I won't, but I'll give you my most recent nickname: DNT. It stands for DN Time. Won't tell you what DN stands for -_- 

Anyways, What's new is that I'm learning Korean! :D This is actually my "second" time, but my first time was romanization, and I did a crappy job at that. I didn't even retain anything, I was just copying romanizations and English meanings down into a notebook, and I only went about seven pages into the notebook.

First attempt = FAIL.

So I'm trying again with the help of a friend who actually learned Korean, and she's teaching me actually Korean, like the Hangul, not that romanization crap. I had one lesson last night, and I learned some basics. Vowels, consonants, letter combinations, aspirated consonants, how to say/write "My name is [my name]", how to say/write "I am American", endings, 2/4 particles, how to say/write "okay", and how to say/write "I am a Korean teacher." [Korean as in the language]

Yeah, it's going pretty good so far. ^^ Actually proud of myself.

And here's something else for all those lovebirds out there:

Anxious.

I wish he loved me back.

But how do I find out?

How do I tell him?

How will he react?

Why can't there be a sign that

Just tells me everything?

Stupid heart,

Stupid love.

I hate this type of

Anxiousness.

Enjoy the upcoming week, cause I know I'm going to hate it. :]