-_-

So it's time to update this blog.

Since yesterday was saturday, I think I'll talk about that first. First things first, it was supposed to be a double/triple wannabe date between me, two amigas of mine, my "bf" (weird to use that), and 2 of his amigos. We all know each other, so it's more like 3 couples of friends.. I guess. Anyways, so I found out Friday that my "bf" couldn't go cause he had to go to his dad's house. My friend's partner ended up being almost 3 hours late because he was bringing his other friend along. And my other friend just didn't have a date-partner. So it actually ended up being a girls day out thing, until whats-his-face and his buddy showed up, and walked us to the metrolink station.

So haven't seen my "bf" yet. Not really sad, just annoyed for some reason..

And I think whatever my friendship was with F is over. He is funny and sweet, he has a nice smile, he has great hair, and he has not been talking to me since tuesday. -_- His cousin skyped me today and I thought it was him for like 2 lines, and then i realized he wasn't using his normal amount of emoticons.. so i guessed something was up. Anyways, his cousin is a jerkwad, I'm just a wee bit upset that it's not him, [the whole time I was thinking "Why can't you be F?!"]. So yeah. That's probably it for him. What a waste of my month.. And a waste of my emotions. :/

Since last month was some weird giddy-giddy school-girl-with-a-huge-crush type of a month, I think my next up month is gonna be a neutral/annoyed-faced type of month. And I'm ready for it. -_-


edit:
It seems like everytime I say something about being finished with F, he pops back up like ten minutes later. It's just not completely like before, cause he knows I'm "with" J now. It's more casual/friendly. I guess.. Anyways F's cousin isn't that much of a jerkwad, he was just being mean about F. >3> But yeah, still gonna be a " -_- " type month.. [I just messed up my concluding sentence. It was so good D:]

*insert gross face here*

Howdy my two favorite blog-readers. Hopefully you read this before tomorrow, but I am now officially "going out" with homecoming-date-boy. Best thing is, I don't have to worry about being awkward in front of him at school. Cause we all know I would be.. -_-

But yeah, might be seeing him friday along with insane-heels chick and some guy she met at homecoming. Wish me luck you all. <3



gah, so awkward o3o

Neon City Lights

So last night I went to another homecoming, this time it was my school's and I had a date. Things were going half-hectic, half-expected until I arrived with my friend, and my date wasn't there yet. So me and some of my friends ended waiting 20-ish minutes for him to show up so he could buy my ticket because I was broke. It wasn't that bad waiting for him, but my friend had on some insane shoes, and my other friend was angry that she "had" to wait around for him when me and my insane-shoed friend told her that she could have gone in whenever she felt, just like "T.O.P" did.

So yeah, he got there, and things started off pretty normal. There were a lot of greetings, and "OMG! I haven't seen you since last year" on his part. After that, it was a whole bunch of dancing, [by which I mean two-stepping because that's the only way I know how to dance], and after the first 30 minutes, I found out what daggering is.. It was pretty awkward, but then again, that's just me.. I'm a very awkward person according to a friend of mine. I was "okay with it" as long as nobody tried to bend me over.. o3o But yeah, I grinded on him multiple times that night, making him the only guy I've done that consistently with.. Yay for him? I guess..

Fast-fowarding a bit cause I don't want to get lost in details of flashbacks and my thoughts that come with it, after the friend I arrived with and the unnecessarily angry friend left, it was just me and my date, and this other guy who he was talking to.. [I couldn't remember that guy's name for the life of me last night xD] Anywho, We grinded a little bit more, and then we slow-danced. Can I just say I like his arms around me without being cliche? His hugs are also really tight.. o3o He bent my glasses a little bit cause I didn't angle my face away from his chest.. -_-

What the point of all of that crap above was, I have no idea. But I do know that I now don't know who I like more. My homecoming date or F. I'm confused, and I'm pretty sure I might have some type of episode if I don't figure out what's going on sooner or later.

There you go, a little bit on what's going on with my phenomenal psychotic perfume, [my long nickname for my life o3o]

EDIT: Uh, nevermind. It's definitely F in the lead.