So it's time to update this blog.
Since yesterday was saturday, I think I'll talk about that first. First things first, it was supposed to be a double/triple wannabe date between me, two amigas of mine, my "bf" (weird to use that), and 2 of his amigos. We all know each other, so it's more like 3 couples of friends.. I guess. Anyways, so I found out Friday that my "bf" couldn't go cause he had to go to his dad's house. My friend's partner ended up being almost 3 hours late because he was bringing his other friend along. And my other friend just didn't have a date-partner. So it actually ended up being a girls day out thing, until whats-his-face and his buddy showed up, and walked us to the metrolink station.
So haven't seen my "bf" yet. Not really sad, just annoyed for some reason..
And I think whatever my friendship was with F is over. He is funny and sweet, he has a nice smile, he has great hair, and he has not been talking to me since tuesday. -_- His cousin skyped me today and I thought it was him for like 2 lines, and then i realized he wasn't using his normal amount of emoticons.. so i guessed something was up. Anyways, his cousin is a jerkwad, I'm just a wee bit upset that it's not him, [the whole time I was thinking "Why can't you be F?!"]. So yeah. That's probably it for him. What a waste of my month.. And a waste of my emotions. :/
Since last month was some weird giddy-giddy school-girl-with-a-huge-crush type of a month, I think my next up month is gonna be a neutral/annoyed-faced type of month. And I'm ready for it. -_-
edit:
It seems like everytime I say something about being finished with F, he pops back up like ten minutes later. It's just not completely like before, cause he knows I'm "with" J now. It's more casual/friendly. I guess.. Anyways F's cousin isn't that much of a jerkwad, he was just being mean about F. >3> But yeah, still gonna be a " -_- " type month.. [I just messed up my concluding sentence. It was so good D:]
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
*insert gross face here*
Howdy my two favorite blog-readers. Hopefully you read this before tomorrow, but I am now officially "going out" with homecoming-date-boy. Best thing is, I don't have to worry about being awkward in front of him at school. Cause we all know I would be.. -_-
But yeah, might be seeing him friday along with insane-heels chick and some guy she met at homecoming. Wish me luck you all. <3
But yeah, might be seeing him friday along with insane-heels chick and some guy she met at homecoming. Wish me luck you all. <3
gah, so awkward o3o
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Neon City Lights
So yeah, he got there, and things started off pretty normal. There were a lot of greetings, and "OMG! I haven't seen you since last year" on his part. After that, it was a whole bunch of dancing, [by which I mean two-stepping because that's the only way I know how to dance], and after the first 30 minutes, I found out what daggering is.. It was pretty awkward, but then again, that's just me.. I'm a very awkward person according to a friend of mine. I was "okay with it" as long as nobody tried to bend me over.. o3o But yeah, I grinded on him multiple times that night, making him the only guy I've done that consistently with.. Yay for him? I guess..
Fast-fowarding a bit cause I don't want to get lost in details of flashbacks and my thoughts that come with it, after the friend I arrived with and the unnecessarily angry friend left, it was just me and my date, and this other guy who he was talking to.. [I couldn't remember that guy's name for the life of me last night xD] Anywho, We grinded a little bit more, and then we slow-danced. Can I just say I like his arms around me without being cliche? His hugs are also really tight.. o3o He bent my glasses a little bit cause I didn't angle my face away from his chest.. -_-
What the point of all of that crap above was, I have no idea. But I do know that I now don't know who I like more. My homecoming date or F. I'm confused, and I'm pretty sure I might have some type of episode if I don't figure out what's going on sooner or later.
There you go, a little bit on what's going on with my phenomenal psychotic perfume, [my long nickname for my life o3o]
EDIT: Uh, nevermind. It's definitely F in the lead.
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